Hard Lessons? Take Notes!

I am so very, very happy to have Bonnie Trachtenberg stop by today! Clever and witty, Bonnie has just released her second book – Neurotically Yours – a follow-up to her award-winning best-seller Wedlocked. A wonderful friend so very full of wisdom, please enjoy …  and as she says … Take notes!

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One of my favorite writers tells the story of how she came to write about the tough events of her life thanks to a lesson her mother, also a well-known writer, taught her.

“If you came to [my mother] with a tragedy—and God knows children have a lot of tragedies—she really wasn’t interested in it at all. She wasn’t one of those mothers who went, ‘Oh honey, tell me what happened to you at school. What did the bad girls do to you?’ No. She just would say, ‘Oh well, everything is copy.’ And all she meant was that someday you will make this into a funny story, or a story, and when you do, I will be happy to listen to it, but not until then.”—Nora Ephron

I couldn’t agree more. In fact, I have a T-shirt that reads, “Careful, or you’ll end up in my novel.” A few people from my life already learned that lesson the hard way. Writing about the difficult times in your life is not only cathartic, it’s empowering. As Ephron says, itsends the message that you won’t be defeated by this temporary setback or this temporary tragedy. It won’t defeat you because you’re going to own it.”

I realized that when I penned my first novel, Wedlocked, which was inspired by my first brief, disastrous marriage back in 1999. It took a few years of licking wounds and processing before I could attempt to write a novel about it, but I can’t tell you how productive it made me feel—and what’s even better is I made it a comedy. Laughter heals. Hearing that others laughed out loud and were enthralled by my story, made living through the nightmare worthwhile. I took a bad situation and I owned it, and let me tell you, the pen really is mightier than the sword!

My recently released second novel, Neurotically Yours, although not based on truth, was largely informed by my life experiences. It’s another romantic comedy, this time about a longtime single, tell-it-like-it-is advice columnist who opens up a dating service for the perennially single and romantically challenged. Needless to say, my two decades out on the dating scene came in handy. I can remember suffering through a barrage of bad dates and difficult relationships, feeling as if I’d never find love. Little did I know I was actually in research mode, and many of those hard knocks and angst-filled moments would one day be recalled and purged onto the pages of a book to amuse others.

So a message to other writers and would-be writers out there bemoaning the hard lessons of life: Don’t scream and don’t cry. Just take notes!

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Bonnie Trachtenberg is the award-winning, bestselling author of Wedlocked: A Novel and Neurotically Yours: A Novel. She writes a monthly relationship and advice column for LoveaHappyEnding.com. Bonnie was senior writer and copy chief at Book-of-the-Month Club and has written seven children’s book adaptations. She has also written for three newspapers and penned countless magazine articles. She lives on Long Island with her husband, four cats and a dog.

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You can learn more about Bonnie and read her blog at http://www.BonnieTrachtenberg.com.

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On Tour: Beth Elisa Harris

This week I am so truly excited to bring to you an interview with Beth Elisa Harris, author of VISION and its sequel – SOUL HERDER!  We are the fourth stop on her current blog tour where she lays the foundation for the trilogy and what we can expect in the future. Enjoy …

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Q: Where did the idea come from for the VISION trilogy?

A: About ten years ago, we discovered some family history from Colonsay, an island off the coast of Scotland. We learned about our clan and others. From there my imagination took over. I’ve always been fascinated with the power of the sixth sense and human connection. The trilogy was because I needed the time to tell Layla’s story over a period of time and the spans large periods of time.

Q: SOUL HERDER, the second in the trilogy was released just two days ago. What can readers expect?

A: In VISION, readers are introduced to Layla, her family, her boyfriend and learn about her history. Her Clear abilities—the profound capacity to read thoughts and predict events through dreams—create danger and geo-political interest and bad things happen. She has a unique relationship with her mom and with a woman from Colonsay that blows the lid off life as she knows it. She discovers her connections and why she can no longer have a normal life. In SOUL HERDER, Layla is transformed. Without giving the story away, it’s a game-changer. Layla goes from isolated bookworm to a significant global citizen almost overnight. My hope is when readers finish SOUL HERDER they will recognize this is a story about transformation, connection, power, and fulfilling destiny. The geo-political component adds complex dimension but most important, Layla is not the same girl who left Portland the previous year. There is also tons of action in SOUL HERDER including an intense battle scene.

Q: What can we expect in the final book and is there a release date?

A: WRITTEN IN TIME will conclude the trilogy and go further back in history to unveil how Layla’s prophesy came to be. It will also reveal origins of the Bane revenge for power and land. ‘Nuff said! We are aiming for a release toward the end of the year. It’s ambitious—two in one year, but I have other projects I’m working on and I really want to have the full trilogy out there for readers why I turn my attention to other partially written books. As much as I love the story and characters, it will be time to say goodbye after the third and final. I am sure I will cry as I did with the others!

Q: What can we expect after the trilogy?

A: There are a few projects on the burner. One I started awhile back called FLYERS—about a young woman and others with the ability of flight. I am really excited about getting that published. I’m also working on a story about a mother who judges her daughter’s boyfriend based on appearance, and the fallout caused by her actions. Those are just two. It’s exciting!

Q: In your blogs, you talk a lot about the business of writing. Is being an author worth the time spent on the business side of the industry?

A: Ideally, I think most authors, if given a choice, would opt to write all day. The business side is unglamorous and requires a ton of daily attention, but it’s necessary to connect with readers, grow sales and promote your work. There is no way around it, unless you are not trying to make a name for yourself and earn a living. So, yes it’s worth the time and energy and effort, because selling books allows you to continue writing. It’s all connected.

Q: What is the most difficult part of the writing process for you?

A: Honestly, I agonize over every word, sentence and paragraph. I lay in bed re-phrasing something I’ve written and can’t relax until I’ve made the change or at least jotted it down so I remember. There are countless ways to say something. Then I consider how the character speaks. Is it true to their speech pattern and vocabulary. When you write a series, the voices become second nature because you know the characters well. In the VISION trilogy, Layla grows, matures and changes through the books, so her voice evolves. Stuart, on the other hand, is steadfast, although in SOUL HERDER we see more of his thick dialect influenced by years of living in proper times!

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Beth loves to interact with her readers! You can connect with her further on a number of sites – her website, blog, Facebook, Twitter, and Goodreads.

To order Vision or Soul Herder – please click here!

 

Never Intended To Be Read …

What a treat to have author Sarah Witenhafer with us today.  I have to say Sarah is the first Christian author I had ever met. She and her wonderful husband Dale played a huge role in making the dream of My Emily become a reality. She continues to be an example, mentor and source of wisdom. Her books – Tamed and Anointed – are well thought out, researched and written. Include this wonderful writer’s work in your library.

Please enjoy Damon’s letter …

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How would your view of Christ and the cross be different if you had lived in a time when the gods didn’t know your name? What if you believed you were beyond redemption? Damon Sarantos is such a man. Below is a letter that was never intended to be read …

Beloved,  

Seeing you crumpled on the floor last night nearly drove me to insanity. I don’t know what I would do if I lost you, Reign. If I said these words to your face, you’d smile and those dimples would appear, bending my heart with the curve of your lips.

You’d tease me, and say I would survive.

Surviving is what I did for centuries before I met you. Now I want to live and the only way I know how is with you. The question is will God keep you from me?

 I want to share your family’s faith. I want what you have, but I don’t understand your God. Your devotion baffles me, nor can I fathom your father’s forgiveness for the man who attacked you. How can he forgive such a vile excuse of a human being?

Already I’ve planned to take my time killing Todd.

That’s what I would do were I God. And that’s why I can’t imagine him forgiving me.

You see, there is a lifetime of things I haven’t told you. A very long lifetime.      

When I was born, there was no such thing as divine redemption. The gods didn’t care about your sins – unless you were a king – and they sure didn’t care about your eternal fate. The scales hung from your own shoulders.

Mine were tilted before birth, and I don’t mean favorably.

I’m thankful you cannot imagine how heavy this burden is to carry. Over the centuries, I watched so many people scrape and strive to afford a sacrifice, only to die thinking they would wander the gray Underworld. They knew sacrifice didn’t guarantee paradise, it merely appeased the gods. It kept them occupied… fed… happy.

You hoped.   

Then rumors about the Israelite they called, Jesus the Christ, began. Stories of the gods always amused me, but this story made me howl with laughter. That a god would come down to walk the earth wasn’t new. That a few nails and a cross would kill one certainly was. But his disciples didn’t stop believing. They went to the lions saying the man had risen from the grave! I thought they were insane, and frankly, spineless.

They had this thing for being humble.

I cannot put into words how ridiculous that was in the ancient world. I thought the cult would never survive.

Much to my shock, it did.                                  

It outlived persecution from the Jews, the Romans, and the Turks. It outlived the Mongols. It conquered the Druids. It fostered exploration and even conquered The New World.

 It outlived empires, kingdoms, Socialism, Communism and every kind of government known to man. 

And now, thanks to you, I know why.

What you have with your Godit’s more than a second chance – more than a new beginning. It’s so good I haven’t decided if it can really be true. Surely there is a catch.

Because if I’m reading it correctly not only are you reborn, you’re reborn and given Christ’s record of obedience! So no matter what you do, no matter how badly you fail, you’ll be judged as if you performed his good works? That’s like dying a slave and rising the child of a king. In fact, I think your scriptures put it in almost those exact terms.

The most ridiculous thing then is half of your friends don’t even realize what they have. They fret, and strive, and try to impress each other as if they need those credits passed out by the Popes centuries ago. Or worse, they make Christianity to be like all the other religions. They accept the sacrifice, which makes them holy, perfect, blameless, and then they act like they have to pacify the gods all over again.

They don’t understand the unbelievable gift they have been given. They’ve had God commit him self to them! What more could they want?

  If only I could go to God so easily.

 There is much I desire to tell you. The truth about my ancestors… about me. For now at least I’ve gained some peace by writing it out in a letter you’ll never read.

You are my pulse, Reign. I pray your God let’s me live.

Damon

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Sarah Witenhafer writes Christian, Historical, Fantasy, Romance. Her first book, Tamed, and its sequel, Anointed, have both earned stellar reviews on Amazon. They are available in ebook and print versions.

You can connect with her through Facebook on her author page or on her website SarahWitenhafer.com

Grace Awards: Year Two

So happy that Nike Chillemi wanted to stop by and update us on the Grace Awards. Winners are soon to be announced, but if you’re a Christian fiction writer, keep this awards program on your radar as you release your work in 2012.

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The idea of the Grace Awards originated in my mind because there weren’t any Christian fiction awards that included ebooks. With the ebook publishing business booming, I thought, “Gee, there ought to be a faith-based awards for ebooks.”

I tossed the idea around with some writing friends and someone said, “Too bad there isn’t a Christian fiction awards for self-published books. There are quite a few of them as good as books published by traditional publishing houses.”

So, the idea for the Grace Awards grew to include independently published fiction, novels put out by small publishers, as well as ebooks. Somehow, the idea mushroomed into reader-driven literary awards, whereby readers would nominate the finalists in five categories: Women’s Fiction, Romance/Historical Romance, Suspense/Thriller/Mystery/Suspense, Speculative Fiction, Action-Adventure/Western/Epic Fiction, and Young Adult.

It became an extremely democratic awards program. However, to my mind, there had to be a separation of powers, so the Grace Awards instituted a three-person panel of judges in each category to pick the actual winners.

Since we wanted the Grace Awards to function as a bona fide organization, we instituted a Board of Directors. I am the Founder and Chair and other members of the Board are authors: Tammy Doherty, Tracy Krauss, Deborah Kinnard, Mickelle Sutton, and Teric Darken. We have a tag line that has become an ipsofacto mission statement: “expanding the tent pegs of Christian fiction.”

That first year, the Grace Awards sort of took on a life of its own. It became evident that readers saw no boundaries in Christian fiction. They nominated ebooks, stories by self-published authors, novels released by small houses, and those from large major publishing houses. I was pleased with the quality of story the readers chose that first year, just as I am this year in the Grace Awards 2011 (for novels released in the calendar year 2011). It’s evident that given the opportunity, Christian readers will chose well written novels.

At this point in the Grace Awards 2011, reader votes have been counted and the judges are reading the final entries nominated by readers. Winners will be announced on May 10.

For more information about the Grace Awards:  http://graceawardsdotorg.wordpress.com/

For Openers: High Desert Haven

I am so very excited to have historical romance author Lynnette Bonner stop by today! Prepare yourself for a real treat! She is actually sharing with us the opening scene from her latest title – High Desert Haven.

Please settle in and give it a read! Don’t forget to leave us your comments! As part of Lynnette’s appearance, we will be holding a drawing and one lucky commenter will receive an electronic copy of High Desert Haven!

Enjoy …

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Is Jason Jordan really who he says he is?
Everything in Nicki’s life depends on the answer.

Nicki Trent is left with a toddler and a rundown ranch when her husband dies in a mysterious riding accident. Determined to bring her ranch back from the brink, Nicki hires handsome Jason Jordan as a manager. But when her neighbor, William, presses for her hand in marriage, the bank calls in a loan she didn’t even know about, and bullets start flying, Nicki questions whether this ranch is worth all the trouble.

To make matters worse, terrible things keep happening to her neighbors. When Jason is blamed, Nicki wonders how well she knows her new hand…and her own heart.

Two yearning hearts. Powerful enemies. Surprising love.
Set in the adventure and danger of the Wild West.

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Prologue

California

July 1883

As Dominique Noel Vasquez methodically scrubbed clothes in the tub of soapy water, she listened to the quiet, strained tones of her parents who sat against the shady side of the house.

Scorching afternoon sun shone on the hard-packed, earth yard of the small adobe hut. Heat waves, radiating from every sun-baked surface, turned the landscape into a shimmering sepia blur. Dead brown land lay in every direction; the only hint of green life was the small scraggly plot of corn that would hopefully feed the family for the year to come. Even the wheat struggling to grow added to the dull brown vista. A solitary chicken, scratching for a meager meal, sent small puffs of dust filtering across the yard and a lonely cow, the children’s only source of milk, rested her head on top of her split-rail fence and let out a low bellow.

In this heat everyone should have been down for a siesta, but on this day only the smallest children of the household were resting. Tension rode the heat waves.

Dominique plunged harder and glared at the clothes. The creditors had come again this morning. Last year Papa had been forced to borrow money for seed, and now for the second season in a row the rains had failed them. There were no crops; they were down to their last chicken; the one cow’s milk was needed by the children; and the creditors were howling for their money like a pack of hungry wolves hot on the scent of lame prey.

Nicki tossed an angry glance at the sky. “Lord, where are You when we need You?” Sweat trickled down her temple and she rubbed it roughly across one shoulder as she shook out a little skirt with more vigor than necessary and tossed it across the line. Gentle conviction washed over her. She was throwing a bigger temper tantrum than two-year-old Coreena did when Papa told her “No.”

Nicki’s anger eased. “Forgive me, Lord. You alone know and care about our plight. But if there were anything I could do to help Mama and Papa, You know I would do it.” She paused in her prayer, thinking, then continued, “What is there to do, Lord? Show me what I can do to help.”

Mama called across the yard, interrupting her prayer. “Nicki, you work too hard. Sit! Rest! We will finish the washing when it is cooler.”

“Almost done, Mama. Then I will rest.”

“That girl!” Mama turned to Papa but the rest of her words were drowned in a dry, hot breeze.

Nicki smiled. Mama often castigated her for working too hard, but with twelve children, nine of whom were still at home to feed and clothe, Mama needed and appreciated all the help she could get.

Silence reigned for a time. The only sounds filling the afternoon air were the soft swish, plunge, and gurgle of Nicki’s washing and the giggling of her two younger sisters splashing each other with cool water by the well. Nicki gave the last small shirt a snap and deftly flipped it onto the line where the laundry was drying. Dumping the soapy water in front of the door, which helped keep the dust down, Nicki hung the wooden bucket on its nail and moved to carefully empty the contents of the rinse bucket on the one small rosebush at the corner of the hut.

“Girls, please!” Juanita Vasquez called from the shadow of the house to Rosa and Juna, who were getting a little wild and loud with their splashing game. “I have just gotten Manuel to sleep. Quiet!”

This sent the girls into another gale of giggles. Their mother’s voice had been twice as loud as theirs. But when Papa tipped his sombrero back and glared at his two wayward offspring, the giggles ceased immediately.

Nicki shook her head fondly at her sisters’ wayward ways and sank to the ground next to Mama, suppressing a groan of satisfaction as she leaned back against the cool adobe wall. She was tired. All morning she had helped Papa haul water from the well to carefully water their acre of wheat and corn. A large enough plot to hopefully get them through another year. Later they would repeat the process, because watering with buckets did not soak the ground like a good rain would, and the crops needed plenty of water if they were to produce well.

Nicki closed her eyes, trying to ignore Mama and Papa’s furtive conversation.

“The chicken, Carlos?”

“Mama, the chicken will not bring in enough to get us through one day, much less pay the money we owe.”

“Yes. You are right, of course, and it has stopped laying, so we don’t even have the eggs from it anymore.” Mama sighed. “Ahhh, maybe we should have chicken tonight, sí?”

Papa sighed at Mama’s little joke. “We could sell the cow.”

“Papa, she is the only milk for the children. I would like to keep her if we could.”

Hot tears pressed the back of Nicki’s eyes, and she leaned back against the wall. What were they to do? Papa would be taken to jail if he didn’t come up with the money by next week, and then they would all die for sure. The creditors would take their meager crops to recoup as much of their money as they could. They wouldn’t care that they’d be leaving a woman and her nine children to starve to death. Where was Juan when they needed him? Were he here, he’d think of some way to make the money they so desperately needed.

A slight breeze rustled the dried grasses, and Nicki pulled her skirt up around her knees, not caring that Mama would chastise her for such an unladylike action. The small breath of fresh air was worth it. Reaching up, she brushed at the long wisps of black hair that had escaped her braid and rubbed the perspiration from her upper lip. She wanted a drink of water but felt almost too tired to get up and get it. Eventually the thought of the cold water won out. She shifted forward. Mama and Papa could surely use a drink as well.

“Child, you don’t sit still for even a minute! What are you heading to do now?”

“A drink, Mama,” Nicki said lovingly. “Would you like one as well?” She pushed herself up from the wall.

Mama’s voice turned tender. “What would I do without you, child?”

Nicki chuckled. She was hardly the child her mother kept insisting she was. At seventeen she more than carried her weight, but Mama didn’t like to see her children grow up. Nicki remembered Mama calling Roberto “my little man” on the day of his wedding! Those had been happier times, Nicki thought as she walked to the well. The rains had been good in those years, and debt had not hung over the little adobe hut and its occupants.

As Nicki cranked the lever that would pull the bucket up from the depths of the well, she scanned the horizon and stiffened. “Papa.” Her tone held a soft warning. Someone was coming on the trail.

Papa rose and stood by her side. Nicki pulled the bucket toward her, filling the dipper with cool water. If the creditors had come to take her papa away, he would go having just drunk his fill from the chilled water of his own well. She handed the dipper to her father. He drank, never taking his eyes off the rider heading their way, then handed the dipper back. Nicki filled it and moved toward her mother, who still sat in the shade, tears filling her eyes.

“They said not until next week.” Mama’s words stabbed a knife of pain through Nicki’s heart. Whatever happened, Nicki knew Mama would die a slow death once Papa was taken. Not from starvation, but because the love of her life would be gone.

Fierce determination filled Nicki as she marched with the empty dipper back toward the well. Tossing back a gulp of water, she wiped the droplets from her chin and pivoted to glare at the man coming into the yard.

She froze. He was not the man who worked for the bank.

“Howdy.” The man tipped back his dusty, black hat and smiled down at Carlos. The smile didn’t quite reach his eyes. His gaze flicked past Papa and came to rest on Nicki. Considerable interest flamed in their depths. He nodded to her, the smile now reaching his eyes, and touched the brim of his hat in a one-fingered salute. “Ma’am.” He ignored Papa and spoke directly to her. “I was thinking how nice a cool drink of water would be. I’d sure be appreciating it if I could light a spell.”

Carlos stepped between Nicki and the newcomer, effectively blocking his view. “Draw fresh water, Dominique.” He stretched his hand toward the man, indicating he could dismount. “Welcome.”

But Nicki could hear an edge in his voice. This man could mean trouble.

“Obliged.” He nodded and swung from his saddle. The man was tall, had graying hair, steely blue eyes, and a wad of chewing tobacco stuffed in his cheek. He stretched his hand toward Carlos as Nicki pulled up a fresh bucket. “Name’s John Trent.”

Papa took his hand. “Carlos Vasquez.”

Mr. Trent studied her over the dipper as he drank his fill. Nicki averted her eyes but held the bucket for his next dipperful. She had received more than her share of such looks and knew what he was thinking. For although this man would say nothing to her in front of her father, the men down at the cantina showed no such qualms whenever Mama found it necessary to send her there. The thought of their suggestive remarks burned a blush across her cheeks. John Trent lifted the dipper again and raised his eyebrows in amusement.

Papa made small talk about the long hot spell as Nicki pulled buckets of water from the well for the man’s horse, but Nicki didn’t miss the looks John Trent kept throwing her way.

When he mounted up to ride out, Mama, still seated in the shade, gave an audible sigh. Nicki couldn’t deny she felt plenty relieved as well.

Just as he arrived at the crest of the trail, the man paused, and Nicki stiffened. John Trent rubbed a hand across his face and said something to himself, then swung his horse once again toward their adobe. His eyes raked her more boldly this time as he pulled to a stop in their sun-baked yard. Leaning his arms casually on the horn of his saddle, he spat a stream of tobacco into the dust, turned toward Papa, and brazenly asked, “How much for the girl?”

Nicki and Mama gasped in unison.

The bucket in Nicki’s hands crashed to the ground, splashing water over her feet. Quickly she bent and picked it up. She spun on her heel and marched toward the well to return the bucket to its hook. The audacity!

Papa spoke with authority. “The señorita is not for sale.”

John Trent’s eyes scanned the small house and the scraggly field beyond, then traveled pointedly to seven of Nicki’s brothers and sisters who had gathered in a little clump to watch the goings-on. Then he stared into Carlos’ face before spitting another stream of brown sludge. “I think everything’s for sale as long as the price is right.”

“My daughter is not for sale, Señor. I have to ask you to leave us now.”

Ignoring him, Trent reached into the pocket of his vest and pulled out a coin. He tossed it to the ground near Carlos’ feet.

A twenty dollar gold piece!

Nicki had not seen Mama move, but the audible click of a cocking shotgun cracked into the afternoon stillness. All eyes turned toward the door of the house to see her there, the gun aimed squarely at John Trent’s chest.

Nicki’s eyes dropped to the money on the ground. That little piece of gold could save Papa’s life. It would get him out of debt and even give them enough to start over somewhere. Remembering her earlier prayer, she started to step forward.

But Papa beat her to it. Picking up the offensive gold, he threw it toward John Trent as if it were too hot to touch. “She is not for sale!”

Trent deftly caught the coin, pulled two more pieces just like it from his pocket, and tossed all three on the ground. “I want that girl. Now I am trying to go about this in a civilized manner, but if I have to, I will take her by force.” He sat up straight and casually rested a hand on his thigh near his gun.

Nicki felt dizzy from the sheer shock of this proposition. Her eyes flashed from Mama, bravely holding an unloaded gun on the man insulting her daughter, to Papa, stooping to pick up the offensive coins, to the hand of John Trent inching toward his holster. She surprised even herself by what happened next.

“Papa, wait!” She stepped forward. Sixty dollars! “I will go with him.” Her hands trembled as she smoothed the material of her skirt.

“Nicki, NO!” Mama screamed.

“Mama, por favor! The money! You will be free from all this trouble! I will be all right. God, He will go with me, sí?”

“Dominique, don’t do this.” Papa’s words were thick with restrained emotion. “We will work something out with the bank. You take too much on yourself for one so young.”

“Papa.” Nicki wrapped her arms around his neck. “You are the one who taught me to be strong, sí? Take care of Mama and make Rosa help her now.” Nicki pulled back, gazing deeply into his dark eyes, so much like her own, and rested a hand on his stubbly cheek. “She would have died without you, Papa.”

She spun toward her mother, throwing herself into her arms, before the threatening tears could overflow. “Mama, te amo!” The choked words were all she could squeeze past her constricting throat as she wondered if she would ever see her beloved mama again.

Nicki hugged her brothers and sisters in turn, giving them each a piece of advice on how to be helpful to Mama and Papa, drying their tears with her skirt and promising she would see them again someday. Going into the house, she ran her fingers across the baby-soft cheek of little Manuel, the only member of the household still sleeping through all the commotion.

And then, head held high, she walked out into the searing sun and allowed herself to be pulled up onto the horse behind John Trent’s saddle.

“Wait!” Mama ran toward her, carrying the family Bible. She pressed it into Nicki’s hands, making the sign of the cross and blessing her daughter one more time, as she had done every day since her birth.

Nicki didn’t let her family see her cry, but as she rode away from the only home she had ever known, part of her felt like it died. She allowed herself the small luxury of quiet tears.

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They rode north for several days. Nicki was thankful that John Trent seemed to be a kind man. A justice of the peace married them in his dusty office in a small, one-street town that Nicki didn’t even know the name of. By evening, they were moving north again.

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They had been traveling for more than two weeks, making mostly dry camps at night, when Nicki heard her husband utter an oath of awe. It was mid-afternoon and Nicki, her forehead pressed into John’s back, was almost asleep when she heard his exclamation. Lifting her head, she blinked into the sunlight, almost unable to believe the sight before her.

A lush valley stretched before them. A small creek meandered through its center, merging with the Deschutes River at one end. The Deschutes was normally inaccessible due to its steep canyon walls, but here the descent to the river was simply a long, smooth slope. Here and there a cluster of evergreen trees could be seen, but the verdant meadow was what had drawn John’s eye. It was like a vivid oasis dropped in the middle of the high-desert sagebrush they had been traveling through for the last week. The swaying grass was belly high to a good-sized horse.

At that moment, Nicki knew she was looking at her new home. The valley was a rancher’s paradise, and John had talked of nothing else since their journey began. He wanted to become a rancher. A rich rancher. And this was where he would make his start.

They made camp early, and Nicki sighed in satisfaction as she waded into the creek for her first bath in a week. She rolled her head from side to side, rubbing her neck, working out the kinks of knotted muscle.

John waded in as well, and she stiffened as he slid his arms around her waist from behind, pressing a kiss to her neck.

Apparently sensing her tension, he sighed. “I’m gonna make you a fine husband. You’ll see, Dominique. We’re gonna have one fine spread across this valley. One day you’ll wake up and realize what a good life we’ve had, and you’ll no longer regret the day you first met me.”

Nicki bit her lower lip, hoping he was right. She didn’t think she’d be able to live with this dreadful despair all her life. She closed her eyes, missing Mama and the family. Willing herself not to cry, she stepped out of his arms and turned to give him a tentative smile, but her heart did not lighten.

They found the soddy later that evening. There was also a run-down barn, a partially erected bunkhouse, and a corral all clustered on the lee side of a knoll just tall enough for the soddy. But the spread had long since been abandoned. The windowless house was dark, and when they lit John’s lantern, Nicki saw the spiders scurrying to escape the light. She shivered and went in search of some brush to use as a broom. Soon the room was cobweb-free, and they made a bed on the floor for the night.

It was still dark the next morning when she heard John saddling the horse. She roused herself and set about making coffee. He only took the time for one cup before he rode out with a terse, “I’ll be back soon as I can.”

He was gone for two weeks. When he came back, he informed her they would be staying.

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Lynnette Bonner was born in Malawi, Africa and spent her growing up years between there, Rift Valley Academy (a boarding school in Kenya,) Oregon, and Washington. Her love of reading blossomed into a love of writing during her adolescent years, but it wasn’t until her late 20’s that she pursued a career as an author. Today she has two historical romances out with OakTara, Rocky Mountain Oasis and High Desert Haven, and two more historical romances due out later this year. She is a member of NCWA, the American Christian Fiction Writers association, and co-leader of a Fiction Writers’ Group offshoot of NCWA. She loves to interact with other authors and invites you to connect with her through her website, http://www.lynnettebonner.com.

On Tour: Read Me Dead

I am so excited to be able to host Emerald Barnes today as part of her blog tour for her new release – Read Me Dead.  Emerald is a great writer, but an absolute sweetheart as well.

Today, she introduces readers to her main character. Who else better to introduce the character than the character herself.

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My name is Alexia Wheaton.  Alex to my close friends.  I’m seventeen, and I witnessed a terrible crime, a crime that has haunted my memories for seven years – my parents’ murder.

No one knew the secrets I held.  Everyone, including my twin brother, Matt, thought that I couldn’t move on and past their deaths.  They were right, but he never knew the secrets that I harbored.  He never knew I saw the man who murdered them.  That is until one day seven years later, I tell my secret to him and our best friends.

Little did I know, a man overheard our conversation and wrote about it in our local newspaper.  Now everyone knows what I saw – including the murderer.

When all I want is to be normal, I can’t.  I can’t live my life and pretend that everything is okay when in fact nothing is.

Now, I’m trying to protect myself and the ones I love from the man who murdered my parents and threatens my very existence.

Coming April 25th, you can read my story.

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For more information on Read Me Dead, you can visit http://www.emeraldbarnes.us or http://www.facebook.com/readmedead

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http://ebarnes23.wordpress.com/read-me-dead-blog-tour/  for more info on the blog tour

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http://www.facebook.com/fanpageforemeraldbarnes for more on my writing.

Instilling Compassion & Servanthood in Your Children

I am so excited to be able to host Christian author but most importantly, wife and mother – Penny Zeller today.  Full of wisdom and inspiration, Penny is a very accomplished writer. I am grateful she consented to share with us today. Enjoy her message, one we all can take something from …

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Ephesians 6:7 says “Serve wholeheartedly, as if you were serving the Lord and not men.   However, just telling our children to serve others isn’t enough. We need to model compassion for others to our children.

So how can we, as parents, grandparents, teachers, and youth leaders, make the application for our children from the physical act of service to the motive we need to have? For one thing, our motive must be for Jesus and not ourselves. Matthew 6:3 says “But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing…” Explaining to our children that we help others, not so we can brag about it, but so that we can honor Jesus is a great step in explaining this passage.

1. Remind our children to put others first in a me-first society. Teaching our children (and modeling it through our own behavior) to put others before ourselves can be a daunting task.

I’ll never forget when my girls were younger and I had split a cookie in half (inadvertently, one piece ended up slightly larger than the other) and told them to each choose a piece. I watched from afar to see how things would unfold. My oldest, Sunshine, told my youngest, Doodle, “It’s important that the person who picks first should pick the smallest.” I grinned. Sunshine was getting it!

A moment later, my smile faded as I listened to the rest of Sunshine’s rationale.  “And, Doodle, you can pick first.”

“I’m supposed to pick the smaller piece,” said Doodle.

“Yes you are,” agreed Sunshine, with a glint in her eye.

I watched as Doodle picked the smaller piece, leaving the larger piece for Sunshine, who  knew how to manipulate the system!

Our job is to continue to impress the importance of putting others first on our children, even when they don’t “get it” the first, second or one-hundredth time! (A side note: years later, Sunshine is now one of the most generous and giving people I know!) :)

2.  Hone in on each child’s unique personality and their God-given gifts. Each child has their own unique personality and will each have different ideas of what types of service projects they would like to undertake. In addition, they each have their own spiritual gifts. One of my children has a heart for world missions and has decided she wants to be a missionary. She is the vice-president of her missions club and she already receives a fair amount of mail!

My other child has absolutely no interest in missions. However, she has a deep love and devotion for younger children and at her tender age is already a mentor and childcare worker at our church.

Discover your child’s gift and passion. Discuss with them and ask if they could help one person in this world, who would it be? And what type of help would they want to provide? Some children have a heart for animals; some have a heart for those who are terminally ill. Still others have a heart that breaks for those in orphanages or foster care.

3. Allow your children to see the benefits that can be found by including your neighbors or others in your community in the service acts. I remember a couple of years ago when a friend of mine discovered her young son had cancer. It was amazing to me to see the Body of Christ join together to come alongside of this family in their time of need. Denominational lines were crossed as several different Bible-based churches offered daily prayer support, made and/or purchased meals, remodeled their home, made monetary donations toward the medical bills, and held fundraisers.

All over the country, communities and churches are coming together in amazing ways for the benefit of those who struggle with life-threatening illnesses, natural disasters, and unemployment – and it’s making such a difference!

4. It’s never too early to start our children on the path of serving and blessing others. We started our children serving others when they were babies and would accompany us to the nursing homes. Although they don’t recall the details of those days, my husband and I were still cementing within our children a permanent foundation of following Jesus’ command to love their neighbor.

5. Pray as a family that God would place someone in your family’s path – someone who needs help. Allow each child their turn to pray for this important topic.

6. Allow each child to choose someone to help on a regular basis.

7. And then serve with your family! And serve again and again! Serving fosters Christian fellowship both within your own family and with your neighbors – it unites families and brings us closer to God and each other.

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Penny Zeller is the author of several books and numerous magazine articles. She is also the author of the blog “A Day in the Life of a Wife, Mom, and Author” www.pennyzeller.wordpress.com where she also provides weekly doses of inspiration and humor, along with movie reviews from a Christian worldview, and interviews with some of her favorite author friends.

Penny is an active volunteer in her community, devoting her time to assisting and nurturing women and children into a closer relationship with Christ. Her passion is to use the gift of the written word that God has given her to glorify Him and to benefit His kingdom.

Among other books, Penny is the author of McKenzie, Kaydie, and Hailee in her Montana Skies Historical Romance Series and 77 Ways Your Family Can Make a Difference: Ideas and Activities for Serving Others.

When she’s not writing, Penny enjoys spending time with her family and camping, hiking, canoeing, and playing volleyball. 

Penny loves to hear from her readers at her website, www.pennyzeller.com and on Facebook at www.facebook.com/pennyzellerbooks

Touched & Humbled …

The last two days have been truly humbling, but so satisfying.

The Kindle format of My Emily was available at amazon.com for free on Wednesday and Thursday. Nearly 19,000 downloads later, I sit here and search deep for the most eloquent way to say “thank you”. Over the last 48 hours, I have received numerous notes, emails and messages from readers who say how touched they are by our story. Please know – from the bottom of my heart – how touched I am that you would take the time to share your thoughts and feedback. They mean the world to me.

Tonight, I will rest my head knowing that thousands of people are about to meet a truly amazing little girl and learn that God is truly good, even in our worst of times.

 

Why I Write …

I am so happy to introduce you to artist and author Ruth Douthitt today!  Her first book, The Dragon Forest was released through OakTara Publishing in 2011. She is currently in the midst of penning the second book in this trilogy. In addition, she has started a YA Christian series – The Warfare Club – which will be sent off to The MacGregor Literary Agency later this year. Oh, and when she’s not gardening, painting, drawing and teaching the Bible – she runs marathons! A very busy lady and I’m excited to be able to host her today! Enjoy … 

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I never really read much as a child. I would read the usual, you know, assigned books for book reports, etc. , but to pick up a book and read it all on my own? Hardly. Ever. Happened.

I am an artist and since the age of 5 I have been drawing. So, I usually picked up a book about horses and drew like crazy while my friends were learning about life from Judy Blume or laughing because of Ramona and Beezus.

Because I am an artist, I am a visual learner. If I can’t see the story, I won’t read the book. Period. Hey, I saw Star Wars in the theaters 26 times during the summer of 1977. I was 10 yrs. old. That should tell you how visual I am! I am a child of the 70’s practically raised by the television set.

All that changed when, at age 13, I talked with my grandpa about his experiences in WWII. He gave me a LIFE book about the war and I devoured that book! I still have it too.  From then on, I have always loved to read about history, autobiographies, and science.  Who has time for fantasy stories when you can read the real thing?

In 1989, I found myself a young Marine wife living in North Carolina far from family and with no friends. My husband was gone for weeks at a time and that left me very bored. But, thank the Lord, the base had a library. I would spend 4 hours at a time there just reading!

It was then I decided to write and illustrate a children’s book. I checked out dozens of books about illustrating and wrote down a synopsis for a book:  a boy meets a dragon in a mysterious forest.

Fast forward to 1997. I was the mother of a 2 year old working part time and living back in sunny Phoenix, AZ. I had no time to indulge in writing at all! So, the book idea was put on hold. I dabbled with the idea here and there during lunch breaks, but it wasn’t until 2004 that I started seriously working on the book. I was in school finishing up my B.A. in Visual Arts (what else??) and took a Short Story Writing course as Arizona State University. My instructor taught me how to outline my story.

After explaining my idea for my book to my 9 year old son (who was deep into the Lord of the Rings books and movies at that time…), I realized I had a decent story for kids his age when I saw how excited he was about the book.

I finally completed the book in 2008 and sent it off to all those literary agents who could hardly wait to sign me as a new writer, right?  …And I received dozens of rejection letters. Sigh.

But a friend recommended a new small publishing house looking for new writers…and, well, in 2010 I signed a contract with OakTara Publishing. My book, The Dragon Forest, was released in April of 2011.

There were many times along the way that I wanted to quit and just forget all about it. But I knew I had a purpose in my story: I wanted children to read about meeting challenges head on with integrity and valor. I wanted kids to read about Christian principles like honoring an oath, self-sacrifice, and doing what’s right when everyone else is doing wrong.

And that’s when it hit me!  I may not like to read a lot of fiction (I read more fiction now than ever before…) but I can certainly write the books I’d want to read!

My future projects include a 7 book series called The Warfare Club centered on a group of teens battling the supernatural. Book 1 is complete and in revisions.

I have sent the publisher the second book in The Dragon Forest trilogy. I also plan on illustrating a picture book version of The Dragon Forest and write and illustrate a series of books on fairies.  Finally, I plan on starting a non-fiction book on World War II next year.

So, that’s my story! I write because it gives me pleasure. I write to encourage and educate others. I write to inform and entertain….but mostly I write to try and bring glory to the Lord.

Your turn: Why do you write? How has writing changed your life? What do you hope to accomplish with your writing?

You can see Ruth’s artwork at www.artbyruth.com

Ruth enjoys interacting with readers – Please take a moment & visit her author page as well as her blog